Sorry August...but thank you, you've been GREAT!

I’m really really feeling sorry for myself for not being able to write anything in my blog the entire August. I promised myself to have entries every damn month! How come? There were so many interesting things that happened to me last month. I hope I was able to share it on time. Got so busy with work, tasks changed and I needed to be on top of things.   

Last month was special because I got to be with her. I mean, I have been around her for a lot of times but last month was different. We were “alone”, just us – not afraid to show what we truly are. I wanted to avoid being close to her because she's old enough to have opinions of her own and I was afraid that she wouldn’t like me. But it went pretty cool, we had plenty of laughs and I think that she’s such a darling. I’m happy to be her friend =)

What a shame for me to miss updating my August blog and yet right now I am literally staring at my computer without any clue what to write about.

So, why don’t I just do the “Currently”, let’s see what comes out…

Currently

Reading

The new script for a new project…

Writing

This blog, I don’t really have much to do today because the tasks assigned to me will start tomorrow and my other agents aren’t here because it’s a US holiday.

Listening

To Marry Me by Train, this song makes me fall in love over and over again. Someday, yes I do!  

When I wanna go easy on mornings, I listen to these types of songs. They set a good mood.

Later I will listen to closer by The Chainsmokers, Andrew Taggart is such a hottie ^_^

Thinking

Nothing, I just wanted to take a moment and be inspired by the song… and then I thought to myself, “Will I ever get married?” Urgh, this darn song! I’ve always wanted to be a good wife to a good man/husband, honestly. I want to take care of a home. I want to have a complete family. I want a man who will be a good father to my 2 adorable boys. I want them to look up to a good man- someone who learned from his mistakes.

I want us to travel together as a family. I bet that would be fun! Ohhh, I want so many things. Bless us, Dear God. ♥

Smelling

Coffee from the vendo and my own cologne J

Wishing

Wishing, hoping and believing are 3 different things. I don’t want to keep wishing (and hoping) for significant things in life because I believe that I don’t need to wish since I’m living by it right now. I know that everything that’s happening will lead me to where I’m supposed to be. So, I guess, it’s better to wish for more coffee and some ice cream. Oh yeah baby!!

 

Hoping

Like I said, hope is not having faith because faith would tell you that all is well and that all you gotta do is wait for things to fall into place. However, hoping is being unsure that things will happen. It’s like I hope that this and that will happen, but if not then I’m gonna have to deal with whatever’s laid upon me. I am faithful and not hopeful. My faith never failed me.

Wearing

My maroon turtle neck and gray “puruntong”. It’s Monday today and I’m not allowed to wear my pink uniform because it’s too short.

Loving

Life! I mean, it sure is imperfect but there are more than enough reasons to be thankful for. Especially my boys- their voices, their scent, their kisses and hugs are all that matters to me.

Wanting

Peace on earth! There was bombing at Roxas Street about 3 days ago and every time I see updates in my newsfeed, I couldn’t help but feel brokenhearted about it. How could people be so wicked!? How could they stand seeing bloodied corpses knowing that those people are loved and needed? How could they stand hearing people cry? God is faithful, he is just. He will bestow what people deserve.

Sometimes when I think about it, people are really capable of creating something really wicked. I mean, people can even be wicked in small things like, when they are  envious or get jealous, people tend to say hateful things and think about things to bring people down, even if it’s not their fault, even if it’s them who should sort things out within themselves. May hugot ba ako? Nagpapaliwanag lang! lol!

Needing

To cut my hair and have it rebonded. Final na! Paparebond ko na, I can’t help it. I tried to keep it curly but it’s really hard to manage. Fixing it takes time. I just wanna be able to comb it and it’s good for the next 12 hours or so. LOL! Yes, I seldom comb my hair. As long as it looks intact, I’m cool with it. Yes, tamad ako fixing it.

Feeling

Hungry! In just a few minutes I will eat like a queen! (..And so I did!)

So, there you go! That sums up my entire August. All love and positivity lang!

I am constantly praying for the victims of the bombing and I am praying for everyone’s safety. There are still a lot of Intel reports that are being passed on from friends or in FB posts, I am not sure whether they’re true but it still scares the hell out of me. I don’t want to live feeling this way though; this is not what Christ wants for us. We should live and enjoy the life that he has given his life for.

We are already winners! Let’s claim it. We shall surpass this. Whatever problems we may have, it is well and it is done. We are victorious!