You Got It, Girl!

I need a breather, seriously! I can feel my brain giving up- I wanna freeze! How could one survive doing 4 different things at the same freaking time??? Like, chatting with 3 different clients, solving a customer service issue, training email customer service, doing an FB task and training about chargeback. I have been bouncing around these stuff since last week and early this week. Oh man, I never thought I could do such thing.

I am really not complaining at all, I mean, I know it’s hard and it gets into your nerves but it’s a really nice achievement to be able to pull it off. At least I didn’t end up in a mental facility or something. Actually, I might though. LOL!

So, in a really "effortless effort" to cool things off, I would like to do the “currently” thing that I regularly write in here. Let’s see how mental I could get, lol!

Currently

Reading

Customer service emails.  *Pff

Writing

I had my customer service agent update our product info spreadsheet, so I now have the time to write my blog aside from writing customer service responses. Alleluia!

Listening

I really wanna listen to Boyce Avenue right now but obviously I can’t because I am in the office.

Thinking

I am thinking about how exciting it would be to write a blog with DeLLia. I recently loaned a laptop from the company, a Dell Inspiron 3552 and I fondly call her “DeLLia” for a very obvious reason. I loved her the first time I ever held her in my arms; I think she’s sexy, just like me. LOL!

Smelling

My new favorite baby cologne! It’s funny how I thought about not revealing the cologne’s name as I had weird and irritating experiences of people getting ideas from me and using them as if it was theirs. Time for hugot?lol! But yeah, it’s kind of sickening actually. I pity them though; I can’t imagine how it sucks to be in their position. I mean, you can’t even identify what you want for yourself. All you can do is copy? Or if you see something cool you apply it to yourself to appear or at least feel that you’re cool. That sucks! Man, it’s like writing a blog about how you feel and yet you just copied it from another blog, so your life is an entire plagiarism? Haha! What a darn comparison. Anyways, this cologne is heavenly! I love it!

Wishing

I really feel that I am heading towards the right direction in terms of improving myself and my life in general. I am not saying it’s perfect but I can proudly say that I am doing something about it. With that being said, my wish is for me to be able to continue to be blessed with people who not only give me good company and laughter but also influence me in making good out of all the resources that are being laid in front of us. In other words, I wish our endeavors success.

Hoping

That whatever problems may arise in the future, I am ready to face them and that the universe would continue to transpire to help me with my desires. 

Wearing

My cream uniform, this is what I wear every Thursday US time and I don’t really have a lot on my plate on this day usually and that is the reason why I am able to write this blog right now.

Loving

As what I have learned (the hard way), loving isn’t always rainbows and butterflies, there will always be challenges- not just the stuff or people around you but also within you. What matters is that you are willing to work things out for the person you love and vice versa. Wow! Romantic? Haha.. naahh!

One thing that I love the most is the bond that I have with my children. There’s this unexplainable bond that connects us, there’s this understanding in the deepest parts of our hearts that by just staring at each other's faces (considering how young Zaak is), we know and understand each other. This is with no exaggeration. I know a lot of moms can relate to this. This wonderful communication moms have with their children is so majestic.

Wanting

I really have this want that I want to keep for myself =)

Needing

HAIRCUT! Lol.. I have decided to try not to rebond my hair. I wanted to rebond it and cut it shorter but someone told me that I should try sporting my curls because they’re nice. I really don’t know.. I haven’t really appreciated them ever since because I thought they looked like lion hair, but if I set it really well, I think I can pull it off. Let’s see.

Feeling

Sickly.. I think I need to have my eyes checked; the nausea I’m feeling is too much to bear =(

Being able to identify certain parts in my current standing/status tells me that I need to be really thankful for being sane and happy. Like I said, it’s not perfect but I have learned to accept and be in unison with the tide.

I have so many plans and I’m glad I’m doing something to start it and I’m willing to make it work. I am so thankful for all the supportive and loving people in my life.

It feels great knowing that when you say you want lechon, someone would be waiting for you at the “lechonan” and you’re like “you’re kidding right?” and that person would go “nope, I’m at the third table extreme left from the entrance. Be careful when you cross the street, make sure you’re at the left isle so you can see the cars coming”. Then when you reach home, someone hears you knock and for some amazing reason this little boy knows it was you... I hear Zaak scream and giggle knowing that I was home. When I see Kuya in school, he knows where I always wait for him, he tries to surprise me and when I look, I see him smiling- happy to see Mama. God is the greatest! I lift everything up to you, oh God, we are nothing without you. We are yours faithfully; we praise you and adore you.