I am really not complaining at all, I mean, I know it’s hard
and it gets into your nerves but it’s a really nice achievement to be able to
pull it off. At least I didn’t end up in a mental facility or something.
Actually, I might though. LOL!
So, in a really "effortless effort" to cool things off, I
would like to do the “currently” thing that I regularly write in here. Let’s see how
mental I could get, lol!
Currently
Reading
Customer
service emails. *Pff
Writing
I had my
customer service agent update our product info spreadsheet, so I now have the
time to write my blog aside from writing customer service responses. Alleluia!
Listening
I really
wanna listen to Boyce Avenue right now but obviously I can’t because I am in
the office.
Thinking
I am
thinking about how exciting it would be to write a blog with DeLLia. I recently
loaned a laptop from the company, a Dell Inspiron 3552 and I fondly call her
“DeLLia” for a very obvious reason. I loved her the first time I ever held her
in my arms; I think she’s sexy, just like me. LOL!
Smelling
My new
favorite baby cologne! It’s funny how I thought about not revealing the
cologne’s name as I had weird and irritating experiences of people getting
ideas from me and using them as if it was theirs. Time for hugot?lol! But yeah,
it’s kind of sickening actually. I pity them though; I can’t imagine how it
sucks to be in their position. I mean, you can’t even identify what you want
for yourself. All you can do is copy? Or if you see something cool you apply it
to yourself to appear or at least feel that you’re cool. That sucks! Man, it’s
like writing a blog about how you feel and yet you just copied it from another
blog, so your life is an entire plagiarism? Haha! What a darn comparison.
Anyways, this cologne is heavenly! I love it!
Wishing
I really
feel that I am heading towards the right direction in terms of improving myself
and my life in general. I am not saying it’s perfect but I can proudly say that
I am doing something about it. With that being said, my wish is for me to be
able to continue to be blessed with people who not only give me good company
and laughter but also influence me in making good out of all the resources that
are being laid in front of us. In other words, I wish our endeavors success.
Hoping
That
whatever problems may arise in the future, I am ready to face them and that the
universe would continue to transpire to help me with my desires.
Wearing
My cream
uniform, this is what I wear every Thursday US time and I don’t really have a
lot on my plate on this day usually and that is the reason why I am able to
write this blog right now.
Loving
As what I
have learned (the hard way), loving isn’t always rainbows and butterflies,
there will always be challenges- not just the stuff or people around you but
also within you. What matters is that you are willing to work things out for
the person you love and vice versa. Wow! Romantic? Haha.. naahh!
One thing
that I love the most is the bond that I have with my children. There’s this
unexplainable bond that connects us, there’s this understanding in the deepest
parts of our hearts that by just staring at each other's faces (considering how
young Zaak is), we know and understand each other. This is with no
exaggeration. I know a lot of moms can relate to this. This wonderful
communication moms have with their children is so majestic.
Wanting
I really
have this want that I want to keep for myself =)
Needing
HAIRCUT!
Lol.. I have decided to try not to rebond my hair. I wanted to rebond it and
cut it shorter but someone told me that I should try sporting my curls because
they’re nice. I really don’t know.. I haven’t really appreciated them ever
since because I thought they looked like lion hair, but if I set it really
well, I think I can pull it off. Let’s see.
Feeling
Sickly.. I think I
need to have my eyes checked; the nausea I’m feeling is too much to bear =(
Being able
to identify certain parts in my current standing/status tells me that I need to
be really thankful for being sane and happy. Like I said, it’s not perfect but
I have learned to accept and be in unison with the tide.
I have so
many plans and I’m glad I’m doing something to start it and I’m willing to make
it work. I am so thankful for all the supportive and loving people in my life.
It feels
great knowing that when you say you want lechon,
someone would be waiting for you at the “lechonan”
and you’re like “you’re kidding right?” and that person would go “nope, I’m at
the third table extreme left from the entrance. Be careful when you cross the
street, make sure you’re at the left isle so you can see the cars coming”. Then
when you reach home, someone hears you knock and for some amazing reason this
little boy knows it was you... I hear Zaak scream and giggle knowing that I was
home. When I see Kuya in school, he
knows where I always wait for him, he tries to surprise me and when I look, I
see him smiling- happy to see Mama. God is the greatest! I lift everything up
to you, oh God, we are nothing without you. We are yours faithfully; we praise
you and adore you.
